I had nothing going on today. I just stayed in except for going out to pick up my prescription. I just didn’t want to leave the house. It was one of those days that I just wanted to stay in bed all day. I didn’t really. I woke up at 7 after going to bed at 1 so I am still pretty tired. I was able to go back to sleep after breakfast but I didn’t have coffee aka speed so my day went pretty blah.
Funny thing happened after dinner. The refrigerator burped, then my mother did. Then I started sneezing and my mother started. We could not stop sneezing for at least 10 mins. It was pretty funny.
Today is Valentine’s day and I have been thinking about my one love most of the day. I was tempted to text her happy v day but it probably is best that I don’t. I really miss talking to her but she has issues more than I do and we broke up because I couldn’t handle them. She doesn’t know this and I doubt she will ever come across my blog. She is not too tech savvy.
My niece was reading a book called Psych Major Syndrome and now I am going to read it. I am so bored I will read a truck manual. I have nothing to fill in my time. I have been waiting all day for my therapist to text me saying she has an opening but now it doesn’t seem likely she will. I don’t speak with her again until Tuesday. Anyway as I am a psych major, maybe this book will be interesting and it will bring back some things that I have forgotten. I still want to take a psych course at Umass/Boston that is the History of Psychology. I really think I will like it. It is a 400 level course. I just hope I can keep up with it. My last 400 level course didn’t go well and I had to withdraw.
I was talking with a friend last night about online courses and he told me that only 3% of the people taking them actually finish them. That is sad. I am hoping I can take a course. I might at one of the universities, Harvard or MIT offers some free courses so maybe I will take it just to gain experience. I have never taken an online course before. I tried the online prep that my job had offered but it didn’t pan out. I just got really frustrated because there was nothing guiding you or telling you what to do with these modules and it wasn’t until the end of the course it was learned I didn’t do any of the second or third module that was assigned. I just said fuck it. It was stupid anyway. Talking about time management and how to read a syllabus. I already knew that. I had taken plenty of college courses. I just never taken one online before. I hope that this online course isn’t like the prep course.