Just some random nonsense

Tree across the street from me that fell during a storm last summer. Thought it looked cool with the snow on it.

Just some random nonsense

Because of the storm, I think plows were on my street at like 4. I woke up to a beeping noise. When I went to turn over to check the time, holy fucking pain. My ankle did not like the pressure I was putting on it to move. It felt like I was ripping my ankle off. That kept me up for a couple of hours. Then I got hungry and made a peanut butter and jelly wrap. I was able to get back to sleep.

My niece didn’t have school today because of the snow. When I woke up later, I went downstairs to check on her. She was on her laptop and I asked her if she ate. She said some gummy snacks. I asked her if she wanted eggs and she said yes. I made them for her and she ate them. I went back upstairs to make myself some coffee. I wasn’t really hungry. I just had some cookies while drinking my coffee. My mother was annoying me with the loudness of the TV. I wanted to go out but it was still snowing. I am glad I have an appt tomorrow so I can leave the house. I can’t stand the TV anymore. She has to have it on, even if she is not even watching the damn thing.

I’ve been fighting the urge to sleep since I got up around 11. Even after my coffee, I felt so tired. I took the recycle out and went downstairs with some recycles to put in the bin. The bin was outside as my brother in law had put it out for today. I just reached it when my ankle decided it had enough of me walking. It hurt so bad. I wheeled the bin to our driveway and then limped back to the house to see if my niece was hungry. She wasn’t so I went back upstairs. I didn’t want to do a damn thing at this point, except cut my damn ankle off. I read twitter and then my sister called me to check on my niece. I told her things were okay.

I feel so weak from fatigue. I can’t stand waking up in the middle of the night or staying up all night in pain anymore. I am sure I am draining my stress hormones by not getting a good night sleep.