how is she

How is she

I heard a new song by Cole Swindell today called How is She and I loved it. I also loved Heads Carolina which had some JoDee Messina lyrics in the song. I plan on getting the album when I get paid next.

I had a PTSD reaction yesterday. I felt frozen. I couldn’t move. I felt stuck. I don’t know what triggered me. My psychopharm had told me to take an Ativan when it happens. I struggled to get a dose in me. It was definitely an uncomfortable feeling.

My doc called in my pain meds and has decided a refill date on her own. I only got 18 of my ER tabs. Then I will get the rest of the full script next Fri. My BT meds has been cut by two days. I am not happy about this. I don’t know why she decided to do this. I also have to get a urine tox screen done next week. I will have to watch the days I am taking it around the clock due to a flare. Yesterday I hurt so bad I had to take two tabs instead of one. But it was at night time and I didn’t take any pain meds during the day. Night time is always when my pain is at its worst.

I went to the pharmacy to pick it up. I was a little out of breath by the time I made it to the pharmacy line. No one was really there and there was just one person ahead of me. Gave me time to catch my breath. I wasn’t so lucky on the walk home. I was huffing and puffing by the time I reached my door. I had to sit on the porch to rest for a bit before going up the stairs. I was still out of breath by the time I came up the stairs, washed my hands, then climbed the flight of stairs to my room. I drank a lot of water. I was sweating. Even though I wore my mask, the pollen was awful. Trees were in bloom. I forgot my phone so wasn’t able to get a good pic of the flowers on the trees. I want to know what kind of trees they are as I am allergic to the pollen and scent of the flowers. One whiff and I am sneezing like crazy.

My sister bought Rye and pumpernickel bread so I had a tuna sandwich with it for dinner. It was good but very filling. I couldn’t finish the whole thing. I had to eat something so I could take my uro med. I have to have a full meal before taking this pill. Sunday is Easter and I can’t wait as I will be stuffing my face with ham. I think my mother will be making soup too. Hopefully everything will be warm when we eat it.

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