Author Archives: G. Collerone

About G. Collerone

suicide attempt survivor writing about the hopelessness that accompanies depression that no one likes to talk about. also writing about my daily struggle with chronic pain and how it affects my suicidality

Wake and other things

Wake and other things My foot and ankle were hurting me all day with bone crushing pain. I didn’t think I would be able to go to my uncle’s wake. I tried to rest but it wasn’t happening. My mother … Continue reading

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back to therapy and other things

Back to therapy and other things I had a rough night sleeping because of pain. I woke up a few times, which I didn’t like as it took me a while to get back to sleep. My med alarm went … Continue reading

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Patriots won!!

Patriots won! The Pats won, 35-14. I am glad that changing my profile pics on Facebook, twitter and IG didn’t jinx them. I was worried because every time I do, usually they lose. But the Titans were not a strong … Continue reading

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Saturday blog 13 Jan 18

Watching the Pats. No score yet. Been having a rough game of pain. Foot bones have been awful. I messed up my med reminder alarm. Thought when I took my meds at 6 am when I woke up in pain … Continue reading

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chronic pain equals chronic exhaustion

Chronic pain equals chronic exhaustion I was up half the night in pain. When my med alarm went off at 0845, I shut it off and then went back to sleep, without taking my meds. Luckily I woke up an … Continue reading

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