Change my mind

Tell me that all is right in the world. For some reason I feel really suicidal and I just can’t help thinking things will be better with me gone. I am hearing John Berry’s change my mind…say you couldn’t live without me, that you’re crazy about me. I guess everyone wants to be wanted and maybe that is what triggers a suicidal attack for me. I want to know that I matter to someone anyone and when I don’t have that connection, I feel lost and maybe lonely of this feeling I can’t describe.
So I’m staring at a bottle of crown royal and thinking maybe I’ll just get drunk, drunk enough to numb the pain of this feeling. If not I guess I just go ahead with my thoughts in the sewer. I haven’t felt this way in a long time. It’s like the bad feelings have been unleashed…