What’s something you used to worry about but don’t anymore?
Being perfect. Now I just do my best
What’s something you used to worry about but don’t anymore?
Being perfect. Now I just do my best
Jumble of stuff
I have been feeling down all day. I have had a headache since last Thurs. I messaged my neuro when I got up today and through my pcp, she got back to me. I will be started on steroids soon as the pharmacy fills it. Unfortunately, they had to close early today for some reason. I hope the prescription will be ready tomorrow. I want to get some ice cream sandwiches when I pick it up.
I wanted to go give a urine sample today but I couldn’t get going. I let the dog on the porch and she was happily chewing her toy I didn’t want to bring her in. By the time she came in, it was getting kind of late and I had no motivation to do anything. I just wanted to rest my head. I wasn’t able to nap though. I was too anxious. I managed to brush my teeth after I had my coffee. I wanted cookies. This is another month where I don’t place an order for groceries. I have $100 left but I need it for books and meds. The professors for my counseling class and history class have not put in their book requirements. I feel like emailing them. I just got a book advance from the bursar’s office so that helps. I don’t know how to use it though.
My CRPS ankle is acting up. It has been bothering most of the week. I hate when my head and ankle hurt at the same time. Ankle is always worse than my head. I sent my therapist a message to see if I can see her Fri.
Sox are winning right now. They are playing the White Sox. They have won like 6 or 7 games straight. They are on a streak again. Just got to keep hoping the skankees lose so we can move up in the wild card.
What’s a quote that perfectly describes your outlook on life?
I know in my heart that man is good. That what is right will always eventually triumph. And there’s purpose and worth to each and every life.
–Ronald Reagan
More headaches and depression
I had another headache today. My neuro got back to me but it was the nurse who just asked a bunch of questions. Now I am waiting for the doctor to get back to me. I feel miserable and don’t want to do anything. Tomorrow I am supposed to go with my cousins to south of Boston to see my other cousin that lives down there. I don’t want to so I canceled. I also have a UTI so I don’t want to be in a car for 45 mins with urinary urgency. That would not be good. I have been trying to increase my fluids. I really didn’t drink today. I just had my coffee and some Powerade.
I couldn’t sleep last night. I think I slept two hours and then I had to go pee. Then that was the end of it. I was tossing and turning the rest of the night. I got hungry but I had reflux, which is weird. I drank an ensure. That seemed to help. I was in pain last night with my damn ankle. I had a damn headache and my CRPS ankle was flaring. I was able to sleep a couple of hours in the morning but I kept waking up to pee.
I slept in the afternoon for a little bit. I feel wicked tired. I am going to go to bed. I talked with my cousin for a little bit. Tomorrow I got to go to the hospital to drop off a urine sample. I hope I don’t have any pee accidents while I am out.
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