midnightdemons7

Sleepy day

I got up around 11. I didn’t want to get out of bed. I brushed my teeth and then had some coffee. I had a corn muffin. It was good. I had to do some school work but it wouldn’t take me long to do. I just had to make two slides for the presentation tomorrow. I saved it on a thumb drive. I just hope I remember to bring it.

My niece came over so I went downstairs to see her. My little cousin was over the house too. We watched a movie, Hocus Pocus. I was half way through when I started getting back spasms. So I went up to my room to lie down. I was getting so sleepy. If Honey wasn’t sleeping on the floor, I would have snuggled with her. I just want a little nap.

Other than class, I have no appts this week until Fri when I see my therapist. It’s weird she thinks of me during the week. It is going to be harder to see her next semester when I am on campus four days a week. I am dreading it already.

I got to fill my med boxes for the week. I haven’t decided if I am going to shower or not. I showered on Fri. I have been trying to be better about taking one. It doesn’t always work out how I want it though. I find that taking it in the evening before bed is better for me as I can just relax afterward.

We are giving out candy and having a party tonight while listening to the Wizard of Oz as that is our theme.

Struggling

I have had a hard past few days. Yesterday my PTSD was on a roll. I kept getting startled with every loud noise I heard, including notifications on my phone. I had my midterm on Wed and I think I did ok despite stuff. I need to take a shower but it has been hard. I don’t feel good. My tooth hurts or teeth, I am not really sure what is going on. Yesterday it was really bad. Today hasn’t been as bad and I managed to brush my teeth without too much pain. I feel depressed.

I had therapy today and we just talked about my anxiety over things, mostly money things. November is a hard month because I have so many birthdays. I want to get my bitchy sister a gift that she wants. It is kind of expensive but it is a good product so I know it will last. I also need to get my meds. I thought I had one more of my weight loss med and I don’t. I won’t be able to get it till I get paid next week so I will be late in taking it. I also will be missing a few doses of Depakote because I don’t have the money right now for my meds.

I did one discussion thing for my gender homework. I have one more to do. I will read it after I write this blog. The professor just gave us two this week and I am grateful. I did my interview this morning. I just need to create the slides for the presentation. I will put it on a thumb key thingy for class on Mon. I don’t know how detailed it needs to be but I know it just needs to be a few minutes long. I also need to go over the updated History syllabus to see if there is anything due on Mon. I don’t think there is and I hope there isn’t.

I have been in pain with my foot for most of the day. I don’t know why it is flared up. I haven’t done anything today. After therapy, I mostly snuggled with Honey and tried to nap. I need to shower and hope there is towels. We are out of laundry detergent, again. I don’t think my niece and her boyfriend uses the right amount because we go through it like crazy.

I hope I am able to get groceries this month. I have an order. I just hope I can fill it. Or at least some of the items if I can’t get everything.