midnightdemons7

Full week of class complete

I had a difficult time sleeping last night. I was tossing and turning. In between, I had to pee urgently. It was some time before I finally settled down and slept. I don’t remember when I got up but I needed coffee. I went downstairs and brushed my teeth and then made coffee. I played with the pup for a bit while it was brewing. She has claimed my Red Sox blanket and I don’t know when I am going to get it back.

I just had one cup of coffee and some yogurt. I fed the dog and then it was time for me to catch the bus. I really didn’t want to leave the pup but next week is spring break so I have all week to be with her. I went three days to campus this week. My legs and back hurt. I also have nerve pain which my neuro attributes to my increased in activity.

There were more delays on the red line today. I missed my 730 bus again because of it. I had to wait a half hour for the next one. I listened to my music and scared away pigeons that came too close to me. On the street that becomes a mile, I saw a rat. Damn things. It hid under the car as I walked past.

I am so tired. My foot hurts. I had cereal for dinner because all I had today was yogurt. I didn’t really know what else to eat. I showered today and trimmed my beard. I didn’t do a good job. I will have to fix it tomorrow or take it off. I am leaning toward taking it off. I will try to do it tomorrow before therapy. I have another therapy session this week. She offered and I took it. It helps.

Delayed trains today

I woke up later than I wanted to. I quickly did the pre lab and then I got dressed to catch the bus. I just made it again. I got to the train station and there were delays. Every stop we stayed for a few minutes. I didn’t know if I was going to be on time for lab so I emailed the TA as we have a 15 min tardy rule. She said it would be find.

Lab was exhausting. I just wanted to work on the worksheet and leave. It was a group effort so We all inputted something. Around 4, we were done and I hightailed out of there. My legs were sore but much better than yesterday. I caught the shuttle and there were delays. I just wanted to go home. When I got to the bus stop, I had two minutes to catch the bus and didn’t think I was going to make it. But it was delayed for a bit so I caught it. My bitch sister was at the stop. We rode home together.

I am tired. I had something to eat and then took my meds. I am trying to relax so I can go to bed early. I woke up early and then slept with the pup. I didn’t bring my glasses or phone with me again, which is why I slept late.

Another long day

My sister was loud this morning. I have no idea what the fuck she was doing downstairs but I can only imagine it had to do with the pup. It was before 6am as her alarm went off and I literally stuck my finger in my ear so I wouldn’t hear it. I have high pitch nerve deafness in my right ear so I can’t hear the beeps. I got up around 630 to pee. I brought down my blanket because my niece hasn’t been home to make her bed. I figure I would snuggle with the pup and try and sleep. Didn’t happen. I didn’t bring my glasses or my phone down with me so I had to go back upstairs to get them. It was around 10 when I made coffee and because I was pissed, I ordered breakfast. After my first cup of coffee, there wasn’t much water in it so I finally decided to change the filter on the Keurig. So my second cup was delayed.

I had therapy. We mostly talked about the pup and then some anniversary and birthday stuff. I told her about my friend whose birthday is a couple days before my father’s. I miss him so much. I have had a couple of dreams about him lately, all good. After the appt, I went to try and nap with the pup again. She was all cuddly and now I smell like dog. My niece just gave her a bath last week so I don’t understand how she can smell again. Today was nice out so she went out on the porch for a while in the sun. The yard was too yucky for me to take her. Once the snow melts I will. I laid down a little bit too long and had to rush to catch the bus and literally just caught it.

Class was taught by a TA. The lecturer is out this week. So much for me seeing during office hours. Grades should be out sometime tomorrow he said. I am nervous. Also, today I didn’t get the memo that today was invade personal space day. On the way to campus a woman nearly sat on my shoulder and her hair got in my face. On the way home, a guy’s backpack was literally in my face. I had to yell at him. I hate when people don’t take their backpacks off and put them down by their feet. Just courtesy. I was so mad. And my bitch sister was texting ALL FUCKING DAY ABOUT THE DOG AND HER DAUGHTER. She annoyed me so much I wanted a drink when class was over but my alcoholic BIL drank my Jack. I am pissed. Now I need to get a new bottle.

I noticed today that when I am tired, my legs don’t want to work and I get short of breath very easily. I had to sit halfway to the shuttle stop. I checked my messages on my phone (I got another bloody text from bitch). Then I put my earbuds in and went to the shuttle stop. All I wanted to do was go home but the train was delayed and I wasn’t going to make the 730 bus. I had to wait a half hour for the next one. I stopped at the 7/11 for something to eat and drink. I was so thirsty. I really didn’t drink much except for some juice and coffee. I hope I can sleep tonight before midnight.