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Saturday Blog 14032026.

Happy Pi day to those that celebrate, you math nerds. My day started out early because my bitch sister was up before 7am cleaning the kitchen and making noise. I went pee and then I cuddled with the dog because my niece wasn’t home and she was alone all night. She loves my Red Sox blanket. She immediately went on it when I put it on the bed. I had to be in the fetal position in order to sleep. I was able to sleep about an hour or so. I kept dreaming I was back in the lab dealing with problem samples.

I tried to take the puppy for a walk but she almost hid under the bed when I got leash. I put the leash down so she wouldn’t go under the bed. I brushed my teeth and shaved. No matter what I do I cannot get a close shave under my chin or near my neck. It feels rough.

I went to dinner with my friend from south of Boston that I see a few times a year with her kids. It was good seeing them again. I was sad to learn that she developed another type of breast cancer and because chemo knocked her system around, she can’t treat it until she recovers, which could be months or never. I feel so bad. I wish there was something I could do for her. She gets tired easily and that sucks. She was feeling it after dinner. She got home ok.

The puppy was happy I was home. I changed and been in my room. I had to take my meds because I had I full stomach. I hope my gallbladder doesn’t flare up because I had some cheese. It has been quiet the past few weeks. Hopefully it stays quiet.

Nothing matters

I slept poorly last night so I have been snoozing most of the day. I have a knot or something right under my scar on my left side and it feels like someone is poking me in the ribs. I am not in a good mood but I was glad when my sister left for work this morning. She will be gone tomorrow too. I snoozed with the puppy. She rested her head on my leg.

Last night after dinner, I got an anxiety attack with chest pain. I listened to music and took an Ativan. It helped. I weighed myself today and am discouraged to find I only lost like 0.2 lbs. I did a lot of walking this week. Anyway, my pcp is increasing the dose so hopefully that helps. I had a bowl of cereal today. It’s all I wanted to eat. I might have soup for dinner. I don’t really want to eat. I am not that hungry.

Tomorrow I will be meeting a friend for dinner. It’s a cool place in Cambridge. We have been there before. They have awesome steak. It’s a French place. I haven’t seen my friend in more than a year or so. It’s been hard scheduling to meet up.

I have had a headache for most of the day. It is just an annoying kind. I took some more Tylenol. I need to feed the puppy and take my meds soon. I will be taking trazodone tonight so hopefully my tossing and turning is minimal.