The day went by slowly. I was stuck in the eval center for most of the day. I had no access to my limb aka phone so it was very boring. I forgot to email my doc when I got here. But she called first thing to see if I was here. Good thing too because there was only one bed available.
I am feeling pretty hopeless about being helped here. I am on a different team so that sucks. I don’t know them. I heard good and bad things. I really want to be home and plan my death. I can still do it here. I am messed up.
It’s really cold in my room. AC is on full force. I am glad I brought my fleece red Sox blanket. I am nice and warm.
One of the staff is going to buy my book. We were talking about it my last admission here. Now it is a reality. I brought only one copy as that was all that would fit in my bag.
The attending admitting doc was strange. He asked me how long my admissions were. I hope that doesn’t mean I am here for a while. I already want out on Monday!!
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