long day for one recipe

Long day for one recipe

I wanted to make chicken broccoli casserole so I had my cousin take me to the grocery store this morning. I woke up and had a cup of coffee. I had a headache but it went away without me having to take something for it. I was tired but determined to make this. I bought what I needed and then came home.

I cooked the chicken and then let it cool. My niece put it in the fridge. I shredded it up as I made the broccoli. I swear this recipe called for like two hours but it damn near took all afternoon. After I cooked the broccoli, I made the rice using the same water. I didn’t want to have a lot of pans to clean. As the rice was cooking, I prepared the chicken mixture. It was hard to get a cup of sour cream and half a cup of mayonnaise measured and then out of the measuring cup. I then got the cheese and loaded it up. When the rice was done, I just poured it in the baking dish. Then layered the broccoli and chicken mix. I topped if off with cheese and then popped it in the oven. I waited until it was done. I was so tired, I didn’t eat it right away. I went up to my room to rest. I kept doing this until things were done. I had so much leftover. I plan on bringing some to my barber.

My toner came for my printer. I just need to put it in. I am in no rush. I don’t want to go to therapy tomorrow. I might cancel. I don’t know if I am going to be up by 11 tomorrow morning. I thought I had Shania Twain’s Come on Over CD but I don’t. I had it once upon a time but no longer do. I had a burned copy but for some reason it won’t play. Figures. She has just came out with a Diamond version but it is too expensive for me. I just bought the regular one. I think this album is her finest work.

The album has the first song that I ever wanted to be for my wedding if I ever got married. Now I listen to it and I just think of my first love. The whole album was ours. It hurts to listen to some of the songs as they bring back memories. My ex wanted to get back with me but I blocked her on FB. She just wants me for one thing. I still love her but that is all that remains of our relationship. It isn’t enough anymore.

I couldn’t sleep last night so I took a shower around 145am. It didn’t help. I was still up for a few hours. I am becoming insomniac again. Not good because it makes my mood so terrible. I can get by with at least five hours of sleep a night but it is hard. I avoided reading because the last time I read the suicidology book, it filled me with ideas. I still need to find the book I bought last year. I have no idea where in my room it is. It seems my sister did some messing around and I don’t know if my books got moved. So frustrating.

any thoughts?