I’m a mess

I’m a mess

I woke up from dreaming a few times during the night and into the morning with severe headaches. They only seemed to last a few minutes but damn, it was painful. I got up around 1045. I planned on bringing my barber the casserole and then picking up my prescriptions. I also got a cold brew with sweet cream from Starbucks as a treat. Soon as I left the house, my right ankle/foot flared up. I don’t know what is wrong with it. It got better by the time I got to the bus stop. A person from the department of mental health called me while I was waiting. They had a question about my name as MassHealth had my deadname. I didn’t even know I had MassHealth. I tried getting the phone number for them to call and find out about it but couldn’t get a number. When I got to the Square, I dropped off the food and then went to Starbucks to get my drink. I sat and called MassHealth and found out my account is inactive. I would have to call SNAP and get it activated. I have no idea why I have to go through the food assistance program so I said yeah I will call them and hung up. I went to pick up my prescriptions. As I stood up my knees hurt in the same place. I swear I am a mess. Like WTF. It was really muggy today and I was sweating. I have no idea if it is going to rain or not as it is cloudy.

The bus arrived soon as I got to the station. I wanted to put money on my card but I only had a twenty and I didn’t want to put that much on so I just tapped my card and sat down. Walking home was hard as my foot flared up again. I was tired by the time I reached home. I sat on my porch for a bit before going upstairs. No one was home and I hated to hear the silence again. I finished my coffee and then heated some of the casserole for lunch. I still have two containers of it. It will be lunch for the week. It is so good reheated.

I feel a little better than I did yesterday. My side cramped up on me again while moving. I have no idea why. I took some Robaxin for the pain. I think I might have to take it around the clock for a few days to get some relief. I don’t know if I am going to go out tomorrow to go to my pcp’s office to drop off the books I bought. I still have a cab voucher I can use. I might do that and then walk to the station. I’m in no hurry.

Sox got blasted last night. The manager left a rookie relief pitcher in for two innings and he got shelled. He kept walking batters or hitting them. Ugh so pathetic. My cousin, who is doom and gloom, said that they aren’t going to make the playoffs as they need like 90 wins. We are like 5 games behind in the wild card. I still think there was a chance but after last night’s disaster, I am reconsidering.