are we out of the woods?

Are we out of the woods?

I am listening to 1989 for the thousand and one time. I cannot wait for the Taylor’s Version to come out in Oct.

It took all my spoons just to get out of bed, have coffee, brush my teeth, then shower. I am almost out of half and half. I think I have enough for one cup of coffee before I am out. I need to get more. I just don’t have the energy to leave the house today. I want to go back to sleep. My sister is having a BBQ and I plan on going if I can get energy. I want another cup of coffee. My sister’s best friend and her husband came over and it was nice as I don’t think I have seen her since my mother’s funeral reception.

My tooth and ankle is hurting me. I had to take some pain meds for it. My head is also hurting. I don’t know if it is a migraine or just a headache. Too soon to tell. I am feeling kind of sad today because I keep thinking about my mother. I don’t know what to do about the grief. Sometimes it strangles me and other times it is like a gut punch.