rough night and reading lectures

Rough night and reading lectures

I had a hard time sleeping last night. My legs kept spazzing. I took a bunch of different meds but nothing worked. I drank water and then somehow fell asleep after I took my morning meds. I slept till around 2. I haven’t eaten anything since Friday. I have lost my appetite. I have been drinking coffee and having biscuits with it but that has been the only thing I have been eating. I drank a lot of water after I took my shower. I tried trimming my beard but I couldn’t get the length I wanted. I have all these attachments and I don’t know which ones to use. So annoying.

After I came back to my room to get dressed, I did my meds for the week. Then I started reading a few lectures. I have to submit a discussion for class as an introduction. I will do that tomorrow. There is a lot to read. I don’t know how much time to spend on the class. There are also a voice recordings for sections. I have no idea if I am supposed to listen to them or not. I have never done an online class before. There is so much information for this 100 level course. I am kind of shocked. But the good news is there is no papers due for class. Just three exams, which I am not sure includes the final or not.

I am excited. I just took out my notebook so I can take notes. I’ve only been up for a couple of hours and already I feel tired. Least the shaking in my legs stopped. I have no idea if it was a side effect of medication or just restless legs. I was also so damn hot last night, I kept fighting with the blanket. I would take it off and then get cold, then I would sweat. I had to take my tshirt off sometime in the middle of the night. I still sweat so I had to take a shower today. It is much more comfortable in my room now. I have no idea what was going on last night.

I have therapy tomorrow and I am not looking forward to it. I know there was something I wanted to talk about but now I can’t remember what it was. Fuck. I think it was something about it being psychological. I will have to ask her what she means by that and how to control my dreaming if that is what is going on. She drives me crazy. It is a good thing I don’t drink.