rested

Rested

I woke up before dawn to pee but was too lazy to get out of bed right away. I ended up being awake and having weird dreams before I got up to go. I don’t know what time it was because I didn’t charge my phone and it had shut off. I plugged it in and then slept in till around 11 or so. I took my meds and then had a sneeze attack. I have been sneezing on and off all day. I took some Benadryl and that has helped somewhat but it made me sluggish. I went to go make coffee and something to eat. I had taken some food home from the party yesterday and had that. I also took out the burgers I froze. I might have them tomorrow.

I read some of the library book I took out. I had another cup of coffee and the rest of the cookies I took home. It’s cooler today than it was yesterday. I sat on my deck to get some sun. I didn’t stay out too long because I can’t stand being hot. My phone caught the heat as it was really warm when I came in the house. I looked at the weather this week and the temps are going to reach 100 Thurs when I have to be in Boston for my four appointments. Hot and humid. Just lovely. Hope my pcp’s office AC is turned on by then. It was really warm when I was there not too long ago when our first heatwave hit.

Other than being stuffy today, I feel somewhat ok. I am worried about tomorrow’s appointment with intake. I fear them calling me my deadname. I will just walk out. This is the place that knew me before I transitioned. I just had another sneeze attack so I took some Flonase. OMG I don’t get why my allergies are so bad when it’s only medium pollen today. I fucking hate this. I keep blowing my nose.

I’m hungry again but I don’t think my burgers are thawed out yet. I really want ramen noodles but I don’t have any. I need to go to the grocery store to get more half and half so I will pick some up when I go, if I remember. Lot of good that does me now though.