what’s beyond tired?

What’s beyond tired?

Again, last night I slept for a few hours and then woke up around 0030. I was thirsty so I had something to drink. Then I read for a few hours. Around 3, my foot exploded in pain. It was already having nerve pain so I took some gaba and when that pain was gone, I got the physical pain. I sent a message to my pcp about it as I asked for a refill on my pain meds. My lab work came back ok, my lipids were slightly elevated but it was to be expected as it wasn’t a true fasting sample. My T level came back good. I woke up a few hours after sleeping. I think my sister woke me up as I heard her footsteps on the stairs. She is not a quiet walker. I went back to sleep after I took my meds and then I woke up to my phone ringing. It was my pdoc’s office calling to schedule an appointment. I will call later.

I had a couple cups of coffee and made breakfast. Now I am exhausted again. I feel like I can go right back to sleep. My good foot hurts. I don’t know why the area I sprained keeps flaring up. I just take some ibuprofen for it. It’s not even swollen or red or anything. It hurts while I am at rest. When I am walking or standing, it doesn’t bother me so much. So weird.

I need to shave my head today and I might shower. I was really sweaty yesterday but was too tired to take a shower last night. I was glad the game wasn’t on as I just went to bed around 1930, really early for me so I wasn’t surprised to wake up around/after midnight. I also took the Latuda with senna early. I didn’t mean to take the senna but I just absentmindedly took it then realized I should have waited. I was getting some bowel activity around 4am but I didn’t go. It was just gas. I hope I go today as I am feeling backed up. I didn’t go yesterday and I hate it when I miss a day.

My DMH worker told me about an independent bookstore in Boston that caters to independent authors. I filled out a few forms for them and hope they respond. I plan on getting some extra books to them. I will get 60% of the proceeds if they sell. I also filled out a form for holding an event. I have no idea what I would say. That is if I get approved. I hope they accept it. And I don’t have to pay for the event because that would suck.