Stinky, sweaty, and tired
I slept ok last night, waking up once to pee and then was able to get back to sleep. I was playing music when I slept but don’t remember shutting it off. I woke up late. I don’t even remember my med alarm going off this morning. I had three goals today. To pick up more half and half, shave, and shower. I just came home from the grocery store. I am so stinky and sweaty. I am also tired so shaving and showering might or might not happen. For some reason, my right leg is hurting me today. I have had such a difficult time walking. My calf seized up while I was trying to put on my sneakers. And then again while I was walking to the bus stop. I am glad I took a cab home from the grocery store because my bag was kind of heavy.
I had a roast beef sandwich and ice cream. I bought Ben and Jerry’s Chocolate Therapy and omg it was so good. Now I can’t decide which I like better, that or chocolate fudge brownie. I had planned on shaving after I ate but I got too hot. Now I need to cool off. The next time I use the bathroom I will shave. I don’t know about showering. I might have to do that in the morning. I got an early appointment with the NP tomorrow. If I get up around six, I might be able to shower.
I called the place where I want to have therapy and much to my disappointment, my wait period is now four to five months. I am so mad at this. I can’t be without a therapist for that length of time. I most certainly will end up in the hospital and it will fuck up school. I can’t have another breakdown while taking this neuroscience class.
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