Tired of migraines
I slept most of the day yesterday. I woke up during the night with a few migraines. I remember taking a naratriptan but I don’t remember the time. I have one pill left to last me till the 30th. So now I have to go without meds for them. I was really tired today. I misread the notice about the orange line. I thought the shuttles were today and they were for the weekend. I took the cab for nothing. Oh well. Saved me the trouble of walking from North Station. I keep getting out of breath for some reason. I don’t know why and it is for short distances. I don’t know if I should see my pcp or not. The last time I saw her she just said I was deconditioned. But I am going my normal routes. I don’t know. I’m just chucking it off as being overweight.
Grades came in. I got an 86 average right now. My exam grade wasn’t so good. I got a 66. I don’t understand why. I thought I did pretty good on it. I will have to make an appointment with the professor and talk about it. I am pretty upset with myself about it. I have some work to do today that is due. There is a bunch of homework on sensory stuff due in a few weeks. I missed class this whole week so I have no clue what is going on.
I have a headache right now and I hope it doesn’t turn into a migraine. I am really miserable. I met with my DMH worker today. It went really good. I like that I can talk to her about anything and everything. She is just so cool. I told her I really need a therapist as I am struggling. Most days I feel like I am wearing a mask to hide myself. But dealing with chronic pain every day or every other day has been so difficult. It’s so draining. Today was the first time in a week I took a shower. I am growing out my hair as it has been too many days since I last shaved. It is going to be difficult because I like the feel of being bald.
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