Saturday Blog 30112024

Saturday Blog 30112024

I woke up in the middle of the night again. It took a while for me to go back to sleep. I got up really late. My sister was home and was making noise. I stayed in my room as long as I could. I then went down for coffee. My niece was cooking. Someone used the rest of my half and half so I couldn’t have coffee. It was after 2pm and I didn’t feel like going to the store. I was mad.

I went back to my room and started working on my paper. I worked on it all afternoon and I am still not finished with it. I wrote a few sentences and then I would play on my phone. And that is how things went. I just couldn’t get into a writing groove. I kept going back to the articles I was citing, reading them and trying to come up with something to write.

I wanted to write the paper or at least get most of it done and then cut my hair. My sister took a shower and then took the shower curtains down to be washed. There went that idea. I was not happy. So not only did I not have coffee today, I couldn’t take a shower. I went back up to my room and I got a headache. Yesterday was the first day I didn’t have one in like two weeks. If I did have one, it was mild. I am tired and I have just been up a few hours. I have taken my night meds. I don’t know why I am so tired. I haven’t done anything. This is what pisses me off. I am already having the Sunday scaries because I need to be up early on Monday so I can make the therapy appointment on time. I need to make sure they change my name.

any thoughts?