Saturday Blog 18012025
I woke up early for my appointment. I was thirsty but couldn’t drink. I drank the minimum to take my meds. I got there a half hour early and they took me right away. I was in and out. I should have results Tues or Wed.
I brought my book to with me and went to Starbucks afterwards. Sadly, they didn’t have Sriracha sauce at the store I went to. I had my wrap and a mocha with hazelnut. It was good. I read a few chapters and then left. I was getting tired and wanted to be in my PJs. I ended up taking a nap. I slept most of the afternoon. I had a dream about my sister in which we were fighting and I went to bite her but it was my pillow. Fucking strange dreams I have been having.
I am still tired so I am not going to do anything. I don’t feel like doing anything anyway. I have been having an ok day so far. I still feel down but it’s not too bad. I used the crisis line last night because the PTSD was so bad. I felt like I was losing my mind. It was good to talk to them but they didn’t offer too much help. They stuff they suggested I already knew. They gave me some sheet to go over. It’s a PDF. I will send it to my laptop so I can work on it the next time I get that way. I was fearful I would have to go to the ED but I am ok now.
I’m not sure what I want for supper. I have turkey and ramen. Also tuna. Maybe I will make some tuna sandwich. I am not really hungry. I have been keeping track of my calorie intake the past few days. It’s been slightly over a 1000. Yesterday was over 1400 because I had the cupcakes. I really want ice cream but I can’t afford it. It’s gone up to $7.50 in some stores. That is a lot for a pint of ice cream.
Even though I napped, I am still tired. No one is home. I have the house to myself. I am going to read more of Finlay. I am enjoying the book. It’s a fun distraction. I just hope I don’t lose concentration.
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