Nobody’s listening
Today has been a fucking day. Started before I had coffee. Bitch sister left me a note and it got me so fucking angry. I had to go to class and navigate the campus. I got there an hour early and wished I brought my book. Then I heard about the plane crash with the Army helicopter. Felon is to blame 100%. 67 people dead are on him. I don’t care what anyone says. It is his fault. I am so angry that they are using some kind of policy to cover themselves. Fucking assholes, all of them.
I can’t deal with anymore. Every day is a shitshow. Trans rights are being taken away and no one is stopping it from happening. Now they are trying to overturn same sex marriage in the Supreme Court. I am so fucking angry.
I am so fucking tired. I walked a lot the past two days. My ankle is hurting me. I am having bone pain again. I want to go to bed but it’s too early. I will wake up around midnight or so. Tomorrow I have a meeting with my DMH worker. I don’t know if I am going to go into town or not. It’s also my niece’s birthday. We are going to have some good food. I had to buy some Gatorade today as I couldn’t drink water anymore with my meds. I needed the sugar fix. I went two weeks without it. I don’t know if I will be placing a grocery order. A bill that was supposed to get paid on the 24th didn’t. I have to call them now and find out why.
I got to find out what foods I can eat that won’t cause me problems. Everything I have eaten this week has caused me pain and bloating. But I refuse to just eat plain chicken and rice. I got to shave and shower tomorrow. I can finally sleep in. My appointment with the DMH is at 2. I like meeting her in the afternoon. We have some good talks. I got to be in touch with Mass Rehab about getting reimbursed for my books and to see if they will buy me a new laptop. My current one I don’t think is going to make it to the end of the semester. It’s having power issues. It still runs okay. I just have a hard time putting it to sleep or hibernating. I’ve just been shutting it down after I use it. It took nearly five minutes for the fan to shut off last night after it shut down.
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