Saturday Blog 01022025
I’ve been up since 630. I tried to go back to sleep but it wasn’t happening. I took my meds around 730 and then got up around 10 to have coffee with my sister. She told me some of the stuff that Musk is doing. I can’t believe that idiot has control in the government. I also find out today or last night that I am basically a non citizen to my government. They no longer recognize TQIA+ people. I am glad the majority of my documents say male. I got to find out if my insurance changed my marker. It was the last thing I needed.
I have been feeling so despondent today. I got a migraine around 2pm and been in headache hell since. I got such pressure above my right eye and through my skull. I haven’t started reading my book because I am not sure I can. I got feedback from the review assignment in Italian. I screwed up the verbs big time as the professor said I should review them extensively. Fuck. I had no idea what he was talking about so I messaged my friend who speaks proper Italian. She gave me this awesome website about verbs. I will review it when my head isn’t hurting me so much.
Yesterday I got a call from Mass Rehab. Because my financial aid is dependent on my academic progress, they won’t help with textbooks or a new laptop. So I am on my own. I am going to try saving some money over the next few months to get a new laptop. Today when I turned it on it made a noise and then the fan made a bigger noise. I had to restart it to stop the noise. I also have been manually putting it to sleep. It has helped.
I made chicken and rice for dinner. I am so full. I managed to shave. I just need to shower. I don’t know if I will do it today or not. I am feeling pretty tired after being up all day. It snowed today so I didn’t go out. The temps are in the 20s so I am sure it is icy out. My room temp has dropped to 65. It’s a little chilly in here.