Rough day
I woke up just once during the night to pee and was able to get back to sleep. I woke up with my alarm. Just as I turned it off, my therapist’s office called. She is sick and canceled the appointment. I went back to sleep. I didn’t get up until my med alarm for my T went off. I got a message from the online web thing for school saying my quiz has been graded. I looked and failed the test. I feel so rotten. I knew I did it wrong. I think I did it backwards or something.
I don’t know if there is class tomorrow. The professor said he would email today and he hasn’t. Maybe tomorrow morning. I don’t know. I read a few pages last night before bed. I was having horrible anxiety and I was so damn tired. I really was expecting to wake up around midnight but I didn’t thank god.
I made a roasted chicken breast with potatoes for dinner. I had a burrito for lunch so wasn’t too hungry for the chicken but wanted the potatoes. I will have the chicken tomorrow. Maybe over some rice.
I have been thinking about getting bottom surgery, just the meta part not the phallo. The trouble is the procedure is not done where I get my care. I would have to go to another Boston hospital. But the surgeon is supposed to be really good so I will go. I just got to make an appointment.
My prof just sent an email that class is canceled for tomorrow. I am hoping to do some reading tonight as I am behind. Tomorrow I plan to do my Italian work. I am going to see if I can see my therapist on Friday if she has an opening. I see my DMH worker in the afternoon.
I was doomscrolling and had to stop because I read the felon was going to cut 80,000 people from the Veterans Affairs office. I have tried to stay off today as I can’t take anymore bad news about the country going up in flames. Seems gas is being added every day and no one is putting out the fires. But everything is fine…
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