banned and feeling invisible

Banned and feeling invisible

I woke up in the middle of the night to pee. I ended up going back to sleep after an hour. My med alarm went off. I shut it off and went back to sleep. Then I had to pee again. When I came back to my room, I took my meds. I went back to sleep. Next think I know it’s 330pm. I got up and had coffee. My sister was cooking something so I tried to stay out of the way. I only had one cup.

I still feel tired. I went on Bluesky and the felon released a fricken huge list of banned words, most notably LGBTQ+ and transgender. I feel like I don’t exist anymore. The government doesn’t recognize me. I feel invisible and the idiots in Congress are doing shit about it.

I feel so depressed. I just want to die. I don’t see a reason to carry on. I got such a headache and feel like shit. I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s hard not to take this personally.

Here is the list of banned words