
Trans Visibility Day 2025
I talked with my DMH worker today. It was a good talk, though I don’t think she understands that the Felon is taking away federal grants and money away from transgender students. Yes, I am a low income earner, but that isn’t enough to get me the money I need for my degree. I might be able to get money from school. Fuck this is so nerve racking. So today on visibility I am trying to be visible and heard.
I made a cake today that I have been meaning to make since I got the ingredients. I forgot one ingredient, the milk so it was kind of thin. It was still good and lemony. I might make it again, with all the ingredients this time.
I had a weird night of dreams being in the psych hosp. The social worker said that she spoke to my sister and I said I wish you would have told me as she has been drinking since 11. I don’t know why I thought this. My sister wouldn’t drink at that time. I don’t know. I kept looking for my room and when I found it, my bedding was changed to red sheets. My roommate had changed my sheets and I refused to use them. Then I woke up. I wanted to read my book today but I went to language lab and I am so tired. I used most of my spoons to make the cake. I tried to do some Italian work but I was failing miserably. I just looked at the quiz and I am freaking out. At least with the language lab I now understand a little more about reflexive verbs and which auxiliary verb to use.
I ran out of spoons to read. I am tired. The Sox lost again today. First inning was completely terrible. Devers continues to struggle. It hasn’t been a week yet and already he hasn’t gotten one hit. He keeps on striking out. I don’t know if he will catch up. He didn’t have too many Spring Training games. I am trying to be patient with him but it is disappointing. Their record is 1-4 right now. Sad.