I had woken up to pee around 530. Went back to sleep and I felt so groggy when I woke up two hours later. The fitbit I was wearing vibrated as some message came through. My phone was at the charging station so I went to retrieve it. Breakfast came. I wasn’t really hungry but I ate. I had a cup of tea to try and wake up. I went to the first group feeling grumpy.
I met with team. My discharge date has been taken off the table. We are still working things out. They are going to try a new med for my dreams. I had some really weird ones last night. I don’t remember them now.
I met with one of the psychologists on the unit. She just did her evaluation. I don’t think anything is going to come of it.
I had lunch. I didn’t eat it all. I’m just not hungry today. I am still tired and sluggish. There is a worker in my room doing something at my desk. I want to lie down before the researcher comes. She is going to show me how to charge the fitbit.
I am feeling more depressed than when I came in. I want to leave but I don’t think they will let me. Just seems pointless.