Crazy thing about Friday
I don’t get the hype about Fridays. Maybe it is because I always worked the weekend. I went to my groups today. It was fine until the last one. The last one was complete chaos and I wanted to leave as it was giving me such anxiety. The counselor gave an exercise about different things and everyone started talking at once. It was nuts. I didn’t like it at all. I got a call from their psychiatrist. I told her that I didn’t need anything. Nothing got changed while I was in the hospital. I made it so I can see my psychiatrist Tues. I need to get my blood drawn. I am hoping to get it done in the morning and then be home by the appt. I should be. I might go to the library to get the Finlay Donovan book. I still haven’t had a chance to get it yet.
I was starving after the last group as I didn’t have breakfast. I had a turkey sandwich and then some cookies and a protein bar. I had it with a cup of coffee. I had three cups today. And I am still tired. It was cooler today but I didn’t go out. I think tomorrow I will. I want to go to Starbucks for a drink. And I still need to buy some sandwich bread.
I’ve been feeling ok today. I think the ketamine needed a few days to work. I am not suicidal and I am not depressed or hopeless. I feel pretty good. I just wish I had some energy so I could maybe clear off my bed and change my sheets. It’s always such a huge task for me. I still have to shower. I think I am going to do that before bed tonight.
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