Saturday Blog 14062025
I slept ok during the night but I woke up still feeling tired. I didn’t get up till around noon. I had a couple cups of coffee and something to eat. I was still feeling tired. I laid down to rest but didn’t sleep. My sister made beef stroganoff but it was mostly just mushrooms which I don’t like. The beef was tough. I didn’t like it much.
I wanted to cut my hair today but I never got around to it. I need to shower and am having a hard time doing it. I never got around to it last night as I went to bed around 8. Today was rainy. Seems every weekend there is clouds and rain. Sucks.
My mood is somewhat better than it has been. I think the ketamine takes a few days to work for me. I haven’t felt suicidal in the past couple of days since being home from the hospital. I still been feeling sort of hopeless though. I haven’t done anything today. I just don’t feel good. My side has been hurting me and I don’t know if it muscle or my gallbladder. My teeth also hurt today. I hope that doesn’t mean I will be getting a migraine. I’ve been taking Robaxin today as my chest muscles have been hurting me lately.
Tomorrow my friend is taking me out for dinner. I think it will be nice to see her and her kids again. So I need to shower before then. I will try tonight, maybe before the game. I wanted to listen to the game last night but I fell asleep. They won and the Yankees lost. HAHA. I love it when they lose. I just hope I can be awake.
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