Tiring Tuesday 17062025
I am a part of a study and they have been sending surveys really late so I have been going to bed late. I had a hard time getting up this morning. I wanted to get my blood work done early but that didn’t happen. I had it done after my psychiatrist appt. We discussed ketamine and both agreed it isn’t for me as an outpatient. We also talked about the hospitalization. It was a good meeting overall.
I got dressed after the appt and I am glad I checked the bus schedule as I still had a half hour before the next bus. I waited on my porch. It was a nice but humid day. My allergies this morning were terrible. I have my AC on right now. It took a long time for me to get to the bus stop because I kept getting out of breath. I had to stop every few blocks. The fitbit measured my heart rate to be 160. It went down while I rested but never dropped below 102. It took me a long time while I was out because I kept having to stop. My legs felt like jelly. I really need to go out more. If it doesn’t rain tomorrow, I will try to walk around the block. There was some light drizzle on the way home. It didn’t help the humidity.
I am wicked tired. I don’t think I will be up late doing surveys tonight. I had to remove the do not disturb and sleep mode on my phone because I didn’t know they were coming in at a late hour. Each survey is $1. I have about three weeks left in the study.
I need to shower as I am all stinky from sweating today. I will do it tomorrow. I don’t think my legs will forgive me if I try to take one tonight. My back is already cramping for whatever reason. It also has been hurting me lately. I don’t have the pain all the time, just when I try to move when laying down and it is like a belt around my waist in my lower back. I think I seriously need to invest in a new mattress. I just wish they weren’t so damn expensive.