Clusterfuck of a day
I set my alarm for 0730 because my delivery order was to come between 8 and 11. I got a message around 10 saying there was a delay and that I should check the app to see when my delivery would arrive. They said it would arrive between 1055 and 1110. It was already past that so I knew it wasn’t going to happen. I got a $5 credit. Then when the delivery came, I didn’t get what I ordered and I was not happy about it. I complained and got the order refunded. So now I got around $25 in credit to use next time I order. I won’t be ordering my drinks again on that app.
My sister made a corn salsa and I wanted to have some today but she ate the chips I bought. I was not fucking happy. It’s been raining all day and my allergies have been brutal. I keep having to clear my throat from post nasal drip. I will have to take another Allegra tonight. I finally showered and it exhausted me. I literally was in the shower and wanted to cry because I didn’t have the damn energy to dry myself off. I felt so weak. I didn’t even have the shower water temp that hot as it still is kind of warm out. It’s cool today but nothing I need to wear heavy clothes about. I like it when it’s cool. Anyways, I managed to dry myself. I was glad I had brushed my teeth before I showered because there was no way I was going to brush afterwards. I also trimmed my beard and did my eyebrows. They were getting a bit hairy.
I just wanted to nap. I went to have something to eat and all that I had was my pizza I bought the other day. I forced myself to have toast with butter with my coffee. I didn’t really eat yesterday and I was hungry before I went to sleep. I drank an Ensure because I didn’t want to eat something. I actually didn’t want to go downstairs. Didn’t matter though because I had fricken heartburn all night long. My esophagus felt like it was on fire and I had reflux really bad. I want to lose weight so bad but I don’t know if aggravating my GERD is a good idea. I will message my pcp tomorrow about it. I can deal with the gastritis pains but reflux is hard to control.
I haven’t read any school stuff. I started with Econ last night. I read 10 pages. I don’t know why every fricken chapter has to be at least 20 pages or more. Like WTF. I still have 3 pages on my psych. I have to finish that today because I need to answer questions about it and it is due tomorrow. I have done all the assignments for Econ except picking a book for the book assignment. I hope I can get the book at the library so I don’t have to buy it.
My stomach is killing me right now. I have a headache and am super tired. I am also aggravated because who ever did my laundry fucked up my clothes. My Pats shirt melted and another shirt bled. I am not happy! I know I have repeated this but fuck I am so aggravated. I usually just have about four things to wash a week because I usually shower just once a week. That isn’t enough for a load of laundry. I am sure me being aggravated is probably contributing to the stomach upset.
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