Errands done
I reluctantly got up today. My cousin was going to take me to the grocery store to pick up some stuff I didn’t/couldn’t get through peapod. I can’t believe I spent nearly $400 on food this month. And someone ate my uncrustables again. I am not fucking happy. There were just two left in the box. I had them for breakfast.
My pcp sent me a message that my lab work is fine. All the messed up labs went back to normal and my kidneys have improved. Blood pressure is still high but not stroke like. I am wicked tired after all my errands. I got my second shingles shot. I was too exhausted to do my hair when I came home. I had something to eat and then listened to a lecture I was supposed to listen to last week. I am going through them. I don’t feel like reading as I got brain fog.
I have my final paper due in two weeks and I haven’t even started reading the articles. I have no idea what I am doing anymore. I have so much to do and don’t want to do a damn thing. I am so tired. I know I say that a lot but it is true. Everything makes me tired. I have no energy except during the wee hours of the morning when I can read without a problem. During the day my brain is mush. Sometimes during the evening I can get through a chapter. I am like three chapters and at least two lectures behind. I don’t know what to do first. I am overwhelmed. I hate it. Fucking fuck. I am doomed. Group project was turned in two MINUTES before it was due. I am not happy about that at all. It should have been turned well before that.
I went to bed early last night listening to love story. For some reason, my count has been nulled so it isn’t on my 25 most listened to list anymore. No matter, I will listen to it a hundred more times so it will go back on the list. I love the song so much. I never get tired of it.
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