Busy day and puppy spoiling
I spent the day with the puppy. I spoiled her. I gave her treats and some eggs which she ate so fast she ended up vomiting them. I wrapped her in a blanket (photo) because she looked cold. I love her so much.
I had an appt with my psychiatrist. He doesn’t think I am in a depressive episode. He is not denying that I am depressed. He said I am “experiencing joy” so he doesn’t think I am not in an episode. Whatever. He isn’t going to make any med changes. I told him I was taking trazodone. It is helping me sleep better.
This morning I was hungry. Mind my sister woke me up before 630 because the puppy was whimpering for me. So that is how my day started. I had some cheese and within a half hour my gallstone pain started up again. I have been in pain all day. My stomach has been upset and I am not sure it is related to the gallbladder or the weight loss drug. My pcp increased the dose. My weight hasn’t really changed. I had some soup for lunch.
I had my appt with my DMH worker today. I thought it was going to rain today as the porch was wet this morning but it cleared up and warmed up. I wanted to leave to pick up my meds but the dog puked and cleaning it up flared up my back. I managed to take a shower and brush my teeth. My smooth head is now feeling like sandpaper as hair is growing back. I will need to shave tomorrow.
I am listening to Show Girl by Taylor. It is my new favorite. I do go back to 1989 every so often. Blank Space is one of my favorite songs. It is my therapist song as there is always a blank space for them. I have seen so many I wonder if they will be a mistake. My new one is turning out to be ok even though she nods her head a lot.
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