Got my laptop back and what a damn hassle

Got my laptop back and what a damn hassle

I was excited that I got an email this morning saying my laptop would be delivered today. It came while I was on my way to class. I had a horrific day. I had groceries delivered and went up and down stairs a lot. Then I shaved my head. I had a horrible time sleeping. I felt a little woozy before I left for class. All week it has been go go go. I need a rest day. I also haven’t been drinking fluids.

I got the report from Dell saying they replaced a board. I thought my problem was solved until I logged on the laptop. I got the same damn screen!! I had to lookup my key which took some doing and I had to enter it like three times. Then my PIN got reset so I had to use my gmail account to reset my laptop to accept a new PIN. I was like WTF. I just want to write my blog and go to bed. The time on my laptop is wrong. It is off by an hour. I don’t care, I will deal with it tomorrow.

I have been thinking about therapy and how I feel supported but I don’t. I feel like we aren’t doing anything constructive or helpful. Like I should be doing something more than just talking about every day things or something. I don’t know. I just feel like I am not getting anything useful out of it.

I need to rest so I will write more later. I also need to drink some fluids. I will be peeing all night. Great…

any thoughts?