another long day

Another long day

My sister was loud this morning. I have no idea what the fuck she was doing downstairs but I can only imagine it had to do with the pup. It was before 6am as her alarm went off and I literally stuck my finger in my ear so I wouldn’t hear it. I have high pitch nerve deafness in my right ear so I can’t hear the beeps. I got up around 630 to pee. I brought down my blanket because my niece hasn’t been home to make her bed. I figure I would snuggle with the pup and try and sleep. Didn’t happen. I didn’t bring my glasses or my phone down with me so I had to go back upstairs to get them. It was around 10 when I made coffee and because I was pissed, I ordered breakfast. After my first cup of coffee, there wasn’t much water in it so I finally decided to change the filter on the Keurig. So my second cup was delayed.

I had therapy. We mostly talked about the pup and then some anniversary and birthday stuff. I told her about my friend whose birthday is a couple days before my father’s. I miss him so much. I have had a couple of dreams about him lately, all good. After the appt, I went to try and nap with the pup again. She was all cuddly and now I smell like dog. My niece just gave her a bath last week so I don’t understand how she can smell again. Today was nice out so she went out on the porch for a while in the sun. The yard was too yucky for me to take her. Once the snow melts I will. I laid down a little bit too long and had to rush to catch the bus and literally just caught it.

Class was taught by a TA. The lecturer is out this week. So much for me seeing during office hours. Grades should be out sometime tomorrow he said. I am nervous. Also, today I didn’t get the memo that today was invade personal space day. On the way to campus a woman nearly sat on my shoulder and her hair got in my face. On the way home, a guy’s backpack was literally in my face. I had to yell at him. I hate when people don’t take their backpacks off and put them down by their feet. Just courtesy. I was so mad. And my bitch sister was texting ALL FUCKING DAY ABOUT THE DOG AND HER DAUGHTER. She annoyed me so much I wanted a drink when class was over but my alcoholic BIL drank my Jack. I am pissed. Now I need to get a new bottle.

I noticed today that when I am tired, my legs don’t want to work and I get short of breath very easily. I had to sit halfway to the shuttle stop. I checked my messages on my phone (I got another bloody text from bitch). Then I put my earbuds in and went to the shuttle stop. All I wanted to do was go home but the train was delayed and I wasn’t going to make the 730 bus. I had to wait a half hour for the next one. I stopped at the 7/11 for something to eat and drink. I was so thirsty. I really didn’t drink much except for some juice and coffee. I hope I can sleep tonight before midnight.