Saturday Blog 21032026

Saturday Blog 21032026

I tried sleeping with the pup last night but her daddy came and took her. I then tried to sleep in my bed and all I did was toss and turn. I couldn’t fall asleep for nothing. I then had dreams that gave me headaches when I did eventually fall asleep. It just made for a slow day today. I had a cup of coffee and some cornbread. I haven’t been too hungry lately.

My oldest niece came by so I went downstairs to see her. My sister, her, and my cousin are planning a trip to Italy. They are visiting all the places throughout the country. I don’t know if they will see my cousins there or not.

I came back upstairs and needed a nap. I feel so tired. I rested for about an hour. Honey came home. I was happy about that. I feel so blah today. I want to shower but my sister is washing the curtains. I feel so dead inside. My chest hurts. There is a pressure in the middle. I’ve had it before so I know it is not cardiac. I just feel so depressed. I wish I was dead. I thought about OD’g again. I don’t have the energy to follow through with it though. Everything is a struggle right now.

It’s cold today and the wind is making it colder. I had to put on a long sleeve shirt. Supposed to rain tomorrow and possibly snow Mon. Going to be fun going home on Monday night from class. I will be sure to wear my jacket so I don’t freeze. I know I am probably tired because of the weight loss drug. The first few days are always tough adjusting to it.

I got to do some reading today for school. I have been putting it off all week. I wish my head didn’t feel so foggy and sleepy. Think I will rest for a half hour and then hit the books. Give the Robaxin time to work on this chest pressure.