Luke and Taylor

Luke and Taylor

I got up today around 11. After using the bathroom, I took my meds and checked the messages on my phone. Then I got up for coffee and some puppy playing. I planned on having therapy either in the kitchen or my niece’s bedroom. I decided the bedroom so I could pat the pup while we talked. It was a good session. I didn’t tell her about the despair I was feeling the other night. I just didn’t want to get into it. We talked about my anger towards my sister and how I handled it. Usually we end up text each other if she doesn’t barge in my room to yell at me. Toward the end of the session, I went to check my calendar and lost connection. She ended up calling me to set up an appt later this week for another session. She said she contacted my DMH worker but I forget now if they connected or just exchanged voicemails. I will find out on Thurs when I see her.

Because I am having trouble with my Fearless TV album, I decided to buy it again and see if that corrects the issue I am having. I got to find my cord so I can connect my phone to my laptop. I also got Luke Combs new album because I have all his other albums. I heard a few songs before I left to have dinner. I didn’t go to class today because I got to the bus stop and realized I forgot my wallet. I went back home and by the time I reached my kitchen, I was very out of breath. It took 15 mins for me to catch it and breathe normal. Then I was wheezing. I had no idea where my inhaler was so I just stayed in the kitchen until I felt better. I thought about sending a message to my pcp but what are they going to do? I felt tired so decided not to go to class. I knew walking up the hill again was going to tire me out.

I ordered a sub from my favorite sub place. I was only able to eat half of it before I felt full. It was loaded with hots and boy was it hot! I usually just ask for a little hots but it’s hard to put when you order online. The puppy wanted some of my sub but it wasn’t good for her. I kept telling her no but she kept on sniffing anyway. Brat. I stayed with her most of the day. She didn’t give me kisses until her mom came home.

I got such a headache. My chest is hurting. It has been bothering me the past few days. Today’s breathing issues didn’t help. I was heaving pretty hard trying to catch my breath. I hope I don’t have problems sleeping. It is cold in my room. I woke up freezing. I was wishing I had my throw that I sort of let my puppy have. I need it back. Damn temps are dropping and the wind is brutal.

I got a message from the lab TA that we need to bring our laptops in tomorrow. Ugh. I have to look over the pre lab again to see if I did it right. I don’t think I answered the last question right. There were only three questions. I can’t do it now as my head is hurting too much to deal with genetics.