midnightdemons7

Headache abounds

I was up again during the night. It took forever to get back to sleep. I had a few weird dreams. I ended up getting up around noon. I went to go make coffee and there was barely any half and half left and the sugar bowl was empty. I was not happy. I could only have one cup of coffee. It was strong because I didn’t have enough half and half to make it light. After I had my coffee, I went upstairs to work on my bonus paper. The prof who I am convinced is a witch, sent an email saying test 2 was due today. I had myself doubting whether or not I took it. I thought I did but couldn’t remember. I did the paper and sent it in. Not even sure it was right.

I sent a message to my neuro about my peripheral vision being off only to be told my neuro is on maternity leave (I know this) and to contact pcp. I guess they don’t have anyone covering her? Seems odd. I sent the message to my pcp but haven’t heard back. Maybe tomorrow.

I sent a message to my professor about my final paper. She didn’t give me any clarification and just compounded the issue. She wants me to meet with her to discuss. Then she sent me an email saying that I have Jung for the discussion on the exam. OMG. The article she gave talked in fucking circles and I had such a hard time following it. Now I got to read it again. But not tonight because my head might explode.

I went grocery shopping and spent less than I was expecting and got what I needed. Except for fucking sugar because I forgot. I got such a headache before I left. I had this woman in front of me and she just would not fucking move. She just stayed in the way so I kept brushing against her as I was moving my things at the register. She was annoyed. Fuck you. You’re lucky I didn’t hit you with my cart.

I came home and my bitchy sister was in a fucking mood because the puppy peed on the kitchen floor and pooped on the porch. There was also a pile of dishes in the sink. My niece’s ex is sick and was in bed most of the day. He better keep his germs to himself.

I am so tired and I don’t know why. I showered. Tomorrow I need to go to the square and pick up an order I placed for some cereal. I really wanted the dark chocolate with hazelnuts but they were out of stock. That was the whole reason for the order. I am so disappointed. But with all my discounts and things, the cereal only costed me two bucks. I bought milk when I was at the grocery store.

School work all day

Since I got up this afternoon, I have been doing school work. I did all the things in psych. Now I just got to write the paper for my Econ class for extra credit. I found two articles so that was nice.

I woke up during the night. And then I didn’t get up till my med alarm went off. I was supposed to go grocery shopping today but I didn’t get up. My sister is going to take me tomorrow after work.

I feel depressed. My sox lost the other night and I just can’t seem to get on top of things. I got to send a message to my neuro about my peripheral vision being off. I also got to email my psych prof about the final paper as I don’t think I can turn it into a historical question. I am struggling to do this school work. My concentration has taken a hit. I should have started reading one of the books for Econ but I haven’t. I have a month to read it and then do the paper. This month I have to work on the group project. I got to look up what I signed up to do because I don’t remember. There is a Wikipedia page on the guy so that will help. The professor is into PsychINFO for database searches so will be using that. I was using pubmed before. I like psychINFO because it’s just psych stuff instead of medicine.

I love Taylor’s new album. I don’t have a favorite song yet. Album reminds me of Reputation for some reason. I haven’t heard the news about how well or bad it is doing. I did hear from her page that she is doing some acoustic songs and putting them on CDs on her page. I won’t be getting them. I already paid what I paid and I am not paying more than that.

I am so tired. I should sleep good tonight. I have my psych exam this week which the prof said she will make “fun”. We’ll see how that goes. She said this will be in a discussion format. I hate that. I just hope I do well.

New Taylor album!!!!

I woke up a little after 3am and after I used the bathroom, I immediately went and checked to see if my check came in. It did and I logged on the laptop to download the new album. I was listening to it until the app crashed. It’s not the greatest app and sometimes it uses a lot of battery so it just crashes. I love this new album. I can’t decide what my favorite song is yet. I got to listen to it a few more thousand times.

I fell back to sleep. My sister didn’t go to work. I ordered breakfast because I was starving. I ordered McDs and a coffee. They put too much cream and not enough sugar so I didn’t drink it. I was too lazy to make a cup. I went back to sleep for a few hours. I set my alarm and was going to get up in a few. Turns out I slept and didn’t get up till 1. I had to leave for my eye appt at 1230 because it takes me so damn long to get there. I called a lyft.

I had about twenty minutes before my appt so I browsed the different frames. Then they called me. My vision changed a little bit and she put in a stronger lenses so I can read better on the screen. Only downside is that she thinks my peripheral vision has changed as I couldn’t see her hands below my eyes. I couldn’t even see a shadow of them. I got to email my neuro and pcp on Monday to see what to do. I have a neuro appt but it’s not until the end of Nov and it’s virtual.

I was supposed to meet up with a friend after my appt but she had so many people with her I felt funny meeting up. I figure I would meet up later, after she had dinner. She said she would talk to our mutual friend that she is with. I hope I get to see her. I will be so mad if I don’t.