midnightdemons7

Ordinary

I am so in love with the song Ordinary by Alex Warren. I have been playing it on repeat since I bought it like two weeks ago. I have been alternating it with Taylor music and Mary Chapin Carpenter. I love MCC’s new album. I am going to take a financial risk by getting tickets to her show when I get paid next. I am hoping the money that I will get from college will be refunded to me by then so it will even out. I bought my books before I got the advance so I am hoping to get that money back.

I have been having a headache for most of the day. I took Tylenol last night so I don’t want to take another dose. I see my neuro tomorrow morning. I hope I can get up early for it and have at least one cup of coffee before the appt. I think the changes in pressure is the reason I have had a headache all week.

I managed to brush my teeth when I got up but can’t decide if I want to shave or not. My goatee is going strong and the beard is filling in. I just need to trim the goatee a bit on my chin. Hair is not filling in quite evenly. I think I need to exfoliate the area to get the hairs to come out. I am just tired and can’t get myself to do it.

My urine culture came back with loaded bacteria but not a particular strain. So I am just going to continue to take the antibiotic for the next few days. I finish it Sunday. Today has been the first time in nearly a week that I haven’t had symptoms. I still have some urgency when I have to go though. I plan on taking a shower tomorrow. Maybe I can groom downstairs some and use my new hair remover cream. I’ve been wanting to see how it is.

The bottom surgery surgeon’s office called today. They had to reschedule the appt. Thankfully it was two days later around the same time. I was worried it might be another month or so before being seen. I have been in an indecisive mood today. I don’t know what to do with myself. I want to read my psych textbook but I need to clean off my bed. I also need to find my damn PJ shorts as they have disappeared. I think they are in with my niece’s clothes. Tomorrow I have my third dose of the weight loss drug which means I get to weigh myself. I will do that after my appt with my neuro. I have been eating less this week. Unfortunately, my coffee intake has taken a hit because after my first cup, my stomach gets upset or I lose the desire for a second cup. I need the second cup of coffee or the chances of me going back to sleep are increased. I had two cups today and I was contemplating a third but it was after 4pm so I didn’t make it. Sox are playing tonight. I plan on listening to the game. They are playing the skankees.

Went out finally

I finally went out and picked up my meds. I also went and dropped off a sample of my urine to check for infection. It looks like I may have another UTI. I took some pyridium because it hurts when I pee and I have such urgency. My allergies are out of control today. I have been sneezing and congested all day.

I came home later than I planned but I had to wait for the bus. I haven’t eaten supper yet. I want rice. I should have bought a rice bowl while I was at the pharmacy but forgot. I got Gatorade at Walgreens as it was on sale. A new flavor that is pretty good.

I feel like shit and am really tired. I slept through the night again. I only woke up around 6 to pee. I tried going back to sleep but fucking construction started around 630 or so. I was pissed. I somehow managed to go back to sleep before my alarm woke me up. I had a weird dream but I don’t remember it. It gave me a headache and I didn’t want to get up. I had just one cup of coffee as it upset my stomach. I didn’t eat anything until I got to Starbucks. I had their egg bite things with potato.

For some reason, I thought today was Wed. I guess falling back to sleep messed up my days of the week. I hope my pcp gets back to me tomorrow about my urine tests. I am not feeling well right now and got the chills. I hope this doesn’t mean a fever is coming. It’s cool in my room but not cold. The temps are still in the high 60s. It was a very nice day today, very fall like. I can’t wait for hoodie season.

Fuck this day

I had a good sleep, waking up around 6 to pee and then able to go back to sleep. I didn’t want to get up when my alarm went off. I stayed in bed. Then my niece texted me to watch the puppy and eventually I got up. I had some coffee and something to eat. I just didn’t feel good. There has been nearly a 30 degree drop in temperature and my head hurts. I feel blah. It’s cold in my room. I shut the AC off. I just feel really bad, physically and mentally.

I wanted to make cinnamon rolls but my bitch sister is using the oven and told me I had to empty the dishwasher. Fuck that. I will make them tomorrow. I never left the house to pick up my meds or go to Starbucks like I wanted to. Leaving the house was a big nope.

The puppy is being all shy and shit and runs under the bed if you go into the bedroom. I just hope she doesn’t shit in the house again as she ate her food. I tried to take a nap but couldn’t get comfortable. My niece brought me some shepard’s pie that she made. It was good but it wasn’t a Shepard’s pie I ever had before. It had vegetables and lentils in it. I don’t think there was any meat in it. I won’t have it again.

My sister is going to Jamaica tomorrow so I need to bring the trash out on Wed night as well as keep an eye on her 20 year old daughter. The 20 year old can fend for herself so I will just drop in every other day to make sure the stove isn’t on fire. Bitch sister is making a nectarine salsa. Too bad we don’t have chips.

Sox are playing the Orioles tonight. They also have the Jimmy Fund marathon going on. I listened a couple of years ago and I can’t listen this year because of all the cancer my friends and cousin have right now. I am so pissed off the Felon cut cancer research, especially for kids. He is such an asshole.