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Went out finally

I finally went out and picked up my meds. I also went and dropped off a sample of my urine to check for infection. It looks like I may have another UTI. I took some pyridium because it hurts when I pee and I have such urgency. My allergies are out of control today. I have been sneezing and congested all day.

I came home later than I planned but I had to wait for the bus. I haven’t eaten supper yet. I want rice. I should have bought a rice bowl while I was at the pharmacy but forgot. I got Gatorade at Walgreens as it was on sale. A new flavor that is pretty good.

I feel like shit and am really tired. I slept through the night again. I only woke up around 6 to pee. I tried going back to sleep but fucking construction started around 630 or so. I was pissed. I somehow managed to go back to sleep before my alarm woke me up. I had a weird dream but I don’t remember it. It gave me a headache and I didn’t want to get up. I had just one cup of coffee as it upset my stomach. I didn’t eat anything until I got to Starbucks. I had their egg bite things with potato.

For some reason, I thought today was Wed. I guess falling back to sleep messed up my days of the week. I hope my pcp gets back to me tomorrow about my urine tests. I am not feeling well right now and got the chills. I hope this doesn’t mean a fever is coming. It’s cool in my room but not cold. The temps are still in the high 60s. It was a very nice day today, very fall like. I can’t wait for hoodie season.

Fuck this day

I had a good sleep, waking up around 6 to pee and then able to go back to sleep. I didn’t want to get up when my alarm went off. I stayed in bed. Then my niece texted me to watch the puppy and eventually I got up. I had some coffee and something to eat. I just didn’t feel good. There has been nearly a 30 degree drop in temperature and my head hurts. I feel blah. It’s cold in my room. I shut the AC off. I just feel really bad, physically and mentally.

I wanted to make cinnamon rolls but my bitch sister is using the oven and told me I had to empty the dishwasher. Fuck that. I will make them tomorrow. I never left the house to pick up my meds or go to Starbucks like I wanted to. Leaving the house was a big nope.

The puppy is being all shy and shit and runs under the bed if you go into the bedroom. I just hope she doesn’t shit in the house again as she ate her food. I tried to take a nap but couldn’t get comfortable. My niece brought me some shepard’s pie that she made. It was good but it wasn’t a Shepard’s pie I ever had before. It had vegetables and lentils in it. I don’t think there was any meat in it. I won’t have it again.

My sister is going to Jamaica tomorrow so I need to bring the trash out on Wed night as well as keep an eye on her 20 year old daughter. The 20 year old can fend for herself so I will just drop in every other day to make sure the stove isn’t on fire. Bitch sister is making a nectarine salsa. Too bad we don’t have chips.

Sox are playing the Orioles tonight. They also have the Jimmy Fund marathon going on. I listened a couple of years ago and I can’t listen this year because of all the cancer my friends and cousin have right now. I am so pissed off the Felon cut cancer research, especially for kids. He is such an asshole.

Make you miss me

This song has been in my head all day. I thought I had it but seems I don’t. I don’t know why because the album it is on is stellar. I bought the track. I will probably get the album on pay day.

I have been watching Taylor Swift reels all day on Facebook. She is too funny. Some of the songs she sings she lip syncs to, others are hers, and then she does some comic thing that is just funny with her cats. I love it and her so much.

I finally took a shower today. I stunk so bad. I also went grocery shopping. I got more half and half. I am almost out of the Amazon coffee. I think I have two pods left. I think I have three boxes of the Starbucks breakfast blend left. I forgot to get the coffee when I got paid and then I ran out of money so couldn’t get it. I spent my last $40 on the weight loss drug. My sister asked me about it today. I was expecting judgement but I didn’t get any. I had dinner with her tonight and now my stomach is hurting.

I am tired and I have a headache, most likely from the heat. It is 90 degrees today but not humid. The puppy has been a little shit all day, peeing all over the house. We’ve decided to crate her when she pees in the house. I need to refill my water bottle but I don’t want to get up. I managed to vacuum around my bed as I have had stuff go on my sheets but stuff is still transferring from feet. I need a new filter for the handheld vac. I had a bunch of replacements but I have no idea where they went to once my sisters tried to organize the top of my bureau.

Tomorrow I am going to go to Starbucks and read for a bit, or at least try. I also need to pick up my prescriptions. I just tried to walk the puppy. She kept running away from me. Then when I finally got her outside, she kept running back to the house. Fail. But we sat on the porch for a bit. She has been driving my niece crazy all day. I am all sweaty. She is mighty strong and pulls on the leash. Being outside didn’t help my headache. I just hope I don’t get a migraine.