Feeling on the verge of a breakdown

I have not slept well all weekend. I have been trying to take a nap the past few hours without success. I just feel like I am headed for a breakdown if I don’t get any rest soon.

So far, my antianxiety meds have failed me. I am in wicked pain and not even my pain meds have made me drowsy enough to lie down. I keep checking my phone for email from amazon for the proofs. It hasn’t come in yet though I finally sent in my final, final copy. I updated my Kindle file as I didn’t like the format. I think everything is close to perfect. Yet I can’t rest.I feel like there is something more I need to do.

I didn’t go out for coffee today. That would have made things so much worse. I’m already so anxious I am having panic attacks with chest pains. Ativan calms it down and then I feel better. But I don’t know how much longer I can go without sleep.

4 thoughts on “Feeling on the verge of a breakdown

  1. it should be available in the UK. I know i was making changes to the Kindle so it might not be ready yet. If you are still having problems, let me know and we can work something out. Also, to your pain issue, I have someone that knows about the pain programme in the UK. I am waiting to hear back from her, please send me your email or let me know how to get back to you. My email is crusher.michael at hotmail.com if that is more comfortable to you.

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  2. Sorry to hear you are feeling so bad. But I have just read the ‘look inside’ on amazon of your book, it looks really good, would love to be able to read the whole thing but unfortunately it’s not on the UK amazon! Well done though looks fantastic!

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