didn’t want to adult today a two parter

Didn’t want to adult today a two parter

I didn’t want to get up today. I had a couple of phone calls to make and I needed to get my meds at the pharmacy. I got up around noon and had a cup of coffee. It was warm out so I decided to do things even though I just wanted to stay in bed. I called my surgeon’s office and made an appointment as my chest is swollen and hard. I then called PT and canceled my appointment so that next week will be my first eval. I hated doing this as my foot was really hurting me this morning. Just another reason why I wanted to stay in bed.

I put my shoes on and left for the bus stop. I was wearing shorts so decided not to change. It was really nice out. The bus came and I debated on getting Starbucks. I couldn’t decide if I wanted a latte, a mocha, or passion tea. So I didn’t get anything. There was a line at the pharmacy. One person was working the register. I hate it when there is a line and only one person at the register. So annoying.

The bus was crowded on the way home. I started to have anxiety. I hate when the bus is crowded. I got off on my stop and enjoyed the walk home. There was a few dog walkers and I loved seeing the dogs. I ordered food and called it a night. I took the Latuda after I ate and was asleep by 8 but I woke up around 1 to pee.

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I had my appointment for my psychiatrist today. I do indeed have major depressive disorder, recurrent, severe with psychosis. I do not have bipolar 2 diagnosis. I am glad I have the same diagnosis from my psychiatrist and therapist.

After my appointment, I got dressed and went to see my surgeon’s NP. The swelling is because of the seroma and should settle down. I should take ibuprofen for pain. I sent a message to my pcp’s office to see if I could get blood work done but I have to be seen. So I will be going back to the hospital tomorrow.

I got a message saying that my prescriptions were ready so I went to the pharmacy when I got off at the Square. I thought about getting a sandwich but really didn’t want to spend 7 bucks on it. I got some Gatorade hydration drink then waited for the bus.

I came home and had the chicken that I made the other day. It has been the only thing I ate today. I haven’t really been hungry the past few days. I lost 9 pounds without meaning to. I just haven’t been hungry.

Sox are off tonight so I probably will read for a bit before turning in. I am really tired and hope I can make it to 8pm.