Saturday Blog 18112023

Saturday Blog 18112023

I woke up a few times last night with severe headaches. I took my immediate migraine med around 430ish and waited for it to work before going back to sleep. I woke up a couple of hours later with the same damn headache. The doc said my headaches might get worse before they get better. I am so sick of this cycle. Either I don’t sleep during the middle of the night or I wake up with headaches. It is really stressing me out and making me so tired throughout the day. I have no energy to do the things I need to do.

I got up around 1130ish. I took my meds and then used the bathroom. I made coffee. My brother in law was going to take me to the grocery store. I had to buy a few things including some bread as we were out. If I had known the other day when I went, I would have bought some. I was done in like ten minutes. My brother in law picked me up and there was traffic on the way home so I didn’t get to the pharmacy to pick up my meds. I might go out again but I need to shave and shower and brush my teeth.

I came home and had something to eat and another coffee. I am so tired but I need to shower as I was sweating during the night so I stink. I sent a message to my psychiatrist about all this interrupted sleep. It is just stressing me out. I have been meaning to take my recycle out for two weeks now and still haven’t had the energy to do it. I need to make a clearing for my AC so it can be taken out of the window. I also need to play with my printer and hope I didn’t break it because it will cost around $300 for a new one. This one isn’t that old. I hope that the old toner has what make it is on it so I can buy the right one this time. I am so angry I bought the wrong one even though it said it was the right one on the website.

I got post migraine headache and feel like shit. Least I have food for the week. I built a cart of items and it is close to $200. I am not sure I can afford that this month because I have that high copay for the eye doctor to pay. Both of my eyes are watery today and now the right eye is becoming irritated. I would like to get another pair of glasses but I just can’t afford that right now. I still haven’t heard back from UMB about financial aid. Might wait till Dec before I email the office to find out if I got any. I know I got a grant but it’s only for $600 and my bill will be $4k. I might just pay what I can until the bill is paid off as I really want to attend college next semester.