Thanksgiving Eve 2023
I didn’t want to get up today but I had to make the butternut squash. I decided to order Starbucks. I had no more coffee in the house so I ordered that, too. I sent off my Amazon order. Now I just wait for things to clear from my account which won’t happen until next week because tomorrow is a holiday. They might clear Friday but I am not sure.
My therapist friend was kind enough to say she would like to read my suicidality thing. I don’t know where I will post it. Probably when I have her feedback sometime next week. I sent a text off to my therapist. I basically asked whether I would ever not be suicidal while being my true self.
I am debating on ordering Chinese food for tonight. I’ve been wanting Kung Pao chicken for a while now. I just want something spicy with rice. I managed to shave and brush my teeth. I posted a pic without my glasses. I think I look better without them. But I can’t see clearly without them.
My eye seems to be a little bit better. It still gets irritated quite easily if I try and get the eye gook out of my eye in the morning. I have the appointment next week and hope there is something to be done about it. I slept pretty good even though I ended up reading for an hour when I couldn’t go back to sleep at 1. I am hoping to be done with this book this week.
I’m missing my mother. She would be making cookies and the stuffing tonight for tomorrow. Last year she totally forgot about it so I just had the whole pan to myself the next day. I love her stuffing. This year my sister is making a cornbread stuffing and even though I objected to her putting in sausage, she is going to. I don’t like stuffing with meat. Stove Top has a good cornbread stuffing I like. It is hard to find sometimes. I love their original though. I can eat the whole box and have once.
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