Friday thoughts

Friday thoughts

I slept for about three hours before I woke up at midnight and had a hard time getting back to sleep. I read my book and finished the chapter a little after 330a. I then woke up a few minutes before my med alarm went off. I used the bathroom and then went back up to my room to take my meds. I forgot to put a B vitamin in my box all week. I was wondering why I was short a pill.

The pharmacy never mailed me my prescription so after I had a couple cups of coffee, I went out and got it. It was a nice day. I took my time so I didn’t get out of breath. I stopped at the bench to sit for a few minutes before continuing on my way. I doordashed the half and half. I just couldn’t see myself walking so much just for one thing.

I brushed my teeth and shaved my head. I am going to try and get a shower in and do laundry. I took out some burgers for dinner but they are still frozen so I might have a PBandJ for supper again. It’s almost 530pm and I am tired. I started to get really sleepy soon as it became dark out. Now I got to try and stay awake until I can take my meds. I was planning on taking the trazodone at 9 but it might be closer to 8. I don’t know what time to really take it or how long before it makes me really sleepy. I am usually asleep by 10 most nights.

I wanted to work on my ending for my book but am having trouble finding my words. I don’t know what direction to write and I am just 300 words away from it being 1000 words. Things usually come to me in the middle of the night. I have been trying to stay off my phone and laptop during the wee hours of the morning and just read my book. I am almost done with it and I can then start the other book for this class. I logged into the website that I will be using for the online class and it has my deadname. I just sent an email to IT to have it changed. I thought I was done with it but I guess not. Hopefully it gets resolved before classes start.