lectures

Lectures

I finally figured out how to listen to the lectures in my Anthro class. I sent like an hour listening today and then my brain went dead. I had to take a nap. I had a flare last night so I was up till at least 0200. It was so rough. I read the Anthro chapter I was supposed to and this book is so much easier than the other book to read.

I had tea today instead of coffee because I needed something that would help my brain. Tea can helps me focus better than coffee can. I had two cups. I haven’t had anything to eat. I want to order a pizza but I need to have money for my meds. I have just $15 left to last me until the end of the month. I was able to have my Effexor delivered so I didn’t have to go to the Square today. I was supposed to go to the post office but never did. I will go tomorrow before going to campus.

I am wicked tired.

I started this post last night and never finished it. I went off to go to campus for class but I didn’t realize there would be shuttle buses. I forgot my headphones so just came home. I plan on reading the chapter to make up for class. I would have gone if I had music to keep me company. Thurs I will go a different route to avoid the buses.

I feel tired despite sleeping a lot last night. I woke up around midnight to pee and then went back to sleep, not getting up until around 9. I am glad my chest didn’t do the cramping it does when I lay on my side for so long. I had a hard time getting out of bed but I made it to the post office and the Square. I wish I knew they were closing the damn subway down. I thought it was just at night they were closing the stations. Fuckers. Totally messed up my day.

I’ve been watching the video of Luke Combs and Tracy Chapman’s Fast Car. Makes me so happy to see her again. I absolutely love this song so much. He has brought this song back to life. The duet was so fucking good.

I mailed off my disability paperwork. The woman from DMH called me while I was waiting for the bus home. I have a zoom appointment with her on Mon. I am kind of nervous about it because I don’t really know what kind of services I need. I also don’t know if she is my case worker or not. I have waited over a year for services. I hope they can be of some help.

I had a prescription to pick up and one of my favorite pharm techs was there. I hadn’t seen her in so long. It was good talking to her for the few minutes. It’s only 4pm and I am ready for bed again. I need to read before I fall asleep so I am going to stop here for now.