Long ass Monday
I have been up since 3 but I don’t really think I slept as I was sleeping with the puppy until then. Around 5 I got up to do my paper. I should have looked to see if there was homework due but I didn’t and there was. I decided to wait till after therapy to do it but it was closed. Fuck. I don’t remember if we could miss a homework assignment or not. I will have to check the syllabus. There are a shit load of homework to do. One is due next week. I have to read the damn chapter as I missed Wed last week and am behind again. I didn’t want to miss it but it was my niece’s birthday.
I have had three cups of coffee and no naps but I did rest. I got a migraine around 6 so I have been dealing with a lingering sleep deprived headache since. I have about an hour before I have to go to class. The teacher got back to me about my failing lab grade but never responded to my response. I am pissed off. At this point, I can only hope for a D if I pass everything from here on out.
I took a shower today. I was out of soap so used my body wash. I love the way it smells. Today pollen count is high and already my throat is killing me from clearing it so much. I had two sneeze attacks so far. I am sure when I leave I will have more. I hate this time of year. It is warm today and the puppy has been outside since she decided to get up. I tried to get her up when I was up but she was like hell no.
Therapy was good. We talked about trauma a little bit. I told her about my past relationships and how they went. We also talked about scheduling in May which is tricky because I have so many appts. We did manage at least one a week for the month. My crazy week has one appt with her. I think the only day I don’t have anything is that Friday. Somehow I need to study for my exam and final that week. I will also be seeing a long time friend the week before. He is coming to his graduation. I wish I could attend but it is in western MA and I don’t have transportation there. He is coming to Boston for some sightseeing with his hubby who I will finally meet in person rather than just talk online to.
I have no idea what I am going to wear for class. I hate having to leave the house sometimes. I need to buy more sweatpants or lounge wear, whatever the fuck is comfortable other than jeans. I miss going to Walmart. I refuse to go to Target because they are anti-LGBTQ. They lost my business forever. I would say the same to Amazon but, fuck, it is too convenient. Ok. I have like twenty minutes to take a catnap. I will write more tomorrow.
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