deranged weirdo

Deranged weirdo

I have been listening to Taylor Swift’s Tortured Poet’s Department Anthology and it has been great. There is a lyric and I quite don’t know the song yet where she says she is a deranged weirdo. I love it. I also bought Pearl Jam’s new album. It wasn’t exciting but better than their last album.

I showered today and brushed my teeth. I also have been working on the edits of my book. It is a slow process and I am wicked pissed off at my editor who basically just abandoned me before the finished product. I feel so ripped off. I don’t have the money to get another editor and I am so close to having this published soon.

I worked on my psych while making my lunch. Then I went downstairs to my sisters and had a burger. I can never say no to a burger. I got some things accomplished today but now I am so bloody tired. I’ve been up for approximately six hours and am ready for a nap. I have no energy. I just been doing stuff though. I have avoided lying down so far.

Tomorrow is my youngest niece’s birthday. We will be going out to a Mexican restaurant. I have never been there before. Should be fun. I have therapy in the afternoon. I was thinking about going to Starbucks to work on my book but there might not be time. I still need to do Chapter 9 in my psych. I finished chapter 8.

I just hope I am up before 11 tomorrow. It has been hard for me to get up in the morning. My last therapy session was at 9 and even though I was somewhat awake, I was sleepy as fuck. I had to take Benadryl again last night because my allergies were terrible yesterday. I think it has been giving me a hangover that has been hard to shake off.

any thoughts?