Grades are in, sort of
I got my score on my exam 4 and it is 87. I don’t need to take the final but I am going to, to see if I can improve my exam 2 grade. Right now I have an 86 avg. I am pretty happy with this. I am still going to study. Weather is going to be shitty on Tues but there won’t be shuttles so that is good. Only thing is, it is later in the afternoon so I won’t be getting home till late. I think I will get Thai food on the way home so I can celebrate the end of the semester.
Today is mother’s day and it has been so hard. My childhood friend lost her mother this morning. She had been in a car accident and wasn’t wearing a seatbelt. I hope she is at peace now. I have been praying for her and my friend. She has been through so much. She is my childhood crush. She doesn’t know it though. I have been thinking of my mother and my BFFL’s mother. I miss them both. I have been staying off of Facebook because it has been triggering sadness. I miss my mother so much.
I made the Shepard’s pie, which my niece called Cottage pie as it isn’t made with lamb. I don’t particularly care for lamb. I want a cup of coffee but it’s almost 5pm and I know I will regret it if I have one. I just want something hot. Maybe I will make a cup of cocoa.
Sox won. It was another day game so I have my night free to do whatever. Last night, I went to bed early as by 7 I was so exhausted. I woke up around 3 to pee but was able to get back to sleep. I had weird dreams. I got up around 9 to pee again and I thought about staying up but my sister was doing stuff in the kitchen and I didn’t want to be near her. I made that mistake last night and all she did was bitch.
I have a pretty busy week. I have therapy tomorrow and Thurs I see my surgeon for a follow up. Sat I am meeting someone for the first time. It should be fun. I might go to Starbucks tomorrow. I am needing espresso. Coffee doesn’t really wake me up like it used to. I had two cups and now I feel like taking a nap. But I know if I have one late enough, it keeps me awake. Weird.
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