Best buzz I’m gonna find
I got up later than I had planned. I woke up at 8 and then I snoozed. I couldn’t stay up as I was up half the night again. I really didn’t go back to sleep until daylight, which was probably around 5am or so. I had two cups of coffee and then I had to leave the house. I was late for my appointment with my case manager. I missed the bus and the next one was a little late. I did a lot of walking. I didn’t know which direction I was going home yet.
I met with my case manager for a little more than an hour. We had a good talk. She gave me some recommendations for therapy and Mass Rehab. I will be calling on Monday to see what services will work for me. She had some kind of plan that I had to sign. It was ok. She had the name of my psychiatrist wrong. I corrected it. I also had her cross out my therapist as I no longer see her. We agreed to meet in like three weeks when I see my pcp next as she is across the street.
I decided to take the green line home. I had to pick up my meds so I got off the same stop I got on and then waited for the bus. I got my meds and just missed the bus home. I had to wait another 15 mins or so for the next one. It just felt like it took forever to get home. I left for home around 1530 and didn’t get home till a little after 1700. I had stopped at the 7-11 to get something to drink as I was thirsty. I haven’t had supper yet. I am going to make a turkey sandwich. I’m just not hungry yet. I am wicked tired, though.
I had fallen asleep sometime after 2100 last night. Then I woke up from a bad dream around midnight and then I was up for most of the night. My foot acted up and it was over for going back to sleep. I read and wrote in my journal. I just couldn’t settle down. I went pee twice, which didn’t help. I wanted to shower today but I woke up too late. I will take one tomorrow. I don’t plan on doing anything tomorrow.
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