No words to say (but a few)

I had a good sleep. I woke up to pee and then I checked my messages. The professor was snowed in so class was going to be on zoom. I took my meds then went back to sleep. I was to have coffee with my sister so I got up around 1130. I made my coffee and went downstairs. I ordered Chinese food. I was craving it. My sister and I talked about what to do for Christmas dinner. Then she told me about her job. She is still getting used to the office and her staff is getting used to her. She is their boss now. My food came so I went upstairs to eat.

After eating i went up to my room as it was close to class time. My mouth felt funny. I was hoping it was just due to spices. I left class a few minutes early to call the restaurant to make sure they didn’t use ginger. They didn’t. I needed a paper for extra credit so I went on Pubmed and looked. I got an idea in class. I found a paper and sent it to the professor. Unfortunately it wasn’t an experimental paper so I couldn’t use it. I searched for something different and I found something I could use. I will do it this weekend.

I’ve been in a funk all day. I just want to sleep. I keep thinking about my mother. The stress of the holiday always makes me depressed and my birthday brings me down. I wish I could count on my sisters to respect my wishes when I tell them I don’t want to do anything but they don’t.

I hurt my back coming up the stairs. No idea WTF I did. I just pulled a muscle. It’s one that has been bothering me for a while now. Went away for a bit but now is back. Hoping some ibuprofen takes care of it. I need to go out tomorrow to see my DMH worker. Then I need to do school work. I have a busy week next week and it’s the last week of classes. Then the semester will be over.