Wicked depressed today. Had a migraine. Slept most of the day. Still feel like a loser because I got nothing done. Need to finish library book due on Mon. Don’t know if I can concentrate. Just want to sleep. Managed to eat something and had coffee.
I am going to ask one of my nieces to help me with my room. I’m so overwhelmed I can’t manage. I take some stuff off and then add. I can’t win. I want to get the bed cleared and changed before the semester starts. Next week I’ll be busy with appts. I have two on Monday.
I’ve been thinking about going into the hospital but it’s so disruptive. I don’t know if I can do it again. I haven’t been in since the year my mother died in 2023. I keep managing to avoid it. I’m not actively suicidal but I keep having ideation. I have a plan but it would take a lot to act on it.
It snowed today so I didn’t pick up my stuff that I ordered. I got to go tomorrow. Hopefully it won’t be icy. I’ve been sneezing all day. I hope I’m not getting sick.
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Hus, I hope you won’t end up in the hospital, but if you have to go in, then do what you need to in order to stay safe!
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