Bitching and moaning
Today was a rotten day. My therapist canceled so that left me with a couple of hours to do nothing before my pcp appointment. I didn’t want to move or get out of bed. I managed to brush my teeth and shave but my muscles were not happy about it. My back kept on cramping on me. I left early so I could take the shuttle rather than walk to the office.
I had another bout of insomnia last night. I woke up around 1 and couldn’t go back to sleep for the life of me. I rested but couldn’t sleep. I am wicked tired. Pcp appointment went ok. She wants to do some tests and for me to do another sleep study but it is not happening. She also is thinking a PT for my breathing problem. I told her I tend to hold my breath while doing stuff and then I am winded. I just forget to breathe. She is going to talk to a colleague about which therapist would be ideal. I didn’t have to do blood work. I was glad of that.
It took forever to get home. The bus came and then left without taking any passengers. I don’t know why. We had to wait another fifteen minutes for the next bus. Then it got stuck in traffic around the T station. I was ready to fall asleep. I was so tired. Then I get an email from UMB saying they need another SAP bullshit and letters of support. I need to talk to my advisor as we need to come up with another damn plan and shit. I am so tired I am not doing it today. I will get started on it tomorrow. I have to write a statement again.
I got my migraine med filled but it’s fucking $40. I don’t know if MassHealth didn’t pay or rejected it. It was a zero copay last time I got it. I have to go to the store tomorrow and find out. I don’t know how I am going to pay it. I see my psychiatrist tomorrow. I will go before I see him so I can get Starbucks. I have been craving their egg wrap with Sriracha sauce. I really like this hot sauce. I thought it would be hotter than tabasco but it isn’t.
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