one more day till all hell breaks loose

One more day till all hell breaks loose

I have spent most of the day in bed. I got up around 230 for something to eat and coffee. I went on my social media and found the felon had “fixed” TikTok. I don’t even know if it was legal for him to do. I don’t care. Nothing will happen. Idiots will still follow him. I just dread tomorrow when he takes over the nation.

I have been in a sour mood all day. I don’t want to do shit. I wanted to get my meds but stupid Uber charged my account ten bucks so now I can’t get my meds until Friday. I didn’t even sign up for what they charged me for. I am pissed. I quickly canceled it, not that I will get my money back or anything.

I have been sneezing all day. My sister lowered the heat because it is costing us too much. The house is kind of chilly and the temps are going to drop. We are supposed to get snow. I am still waiting for my ultrasound results from yesterday. Probably will be midweek for them to come in. Tomorrow is a holiday, MLK day. I shaved today and brushed my teeth. I didn’t want to but I did it anyways.

I have a few appointments this week. I hate that therapy is toward the end of the week. I am still feeling really low. The PTSD symptoms are better. Just my mood sucks. I feel stressed out and I don’t have anything to be stressed out about. I just feel so sad and that I have no one to talk to about it. I feel like no one understands. I feel so alone.

I am so tired. I had weird dreams again last night but I don’t remember them. I know one of them I kept going around MGH in a motorized wheelchair of some sort trying to catch the shuttle. I had sliced my finger and needed stitches and kept going to the Mass Eye and Ear ED instead of MGH. I have no idea why. Crazy brain.

I just did my meds. I have to refill the Depakote this week. Actually, all my meds need to be refilled this week. I have to get a few refills from my doc. I will worry about it on Wed. It’s too soon to refill now. I hope my Mass Health works and I don’t have to pay for my meds. I paid like $700 last year. Be nice if I don’t have to pay that much this year.